Today I just felt like screaming and crying(I already did) is just one of those days when the lack of sleep piles up, when the kids wont stop crying and nagging and when I still have not had the chance to take a shower( HAPPENS MORE OFTEN THAN YOU THINK). I feel like today is not a stress free day, well when you have children there is never a stress free time, heck even when you don’t have children there is always something stressing us out. What we do with it is what determines how we are going to be the rest of the day, have stress defeat us or we defeat stress. Well I have to say that today May 10th 2014 I feel gloomy and defeated. Believe me is very rare that I feel defeated because I have to put up this persona to my children that I can do it all and never get tired. Today I cant do it all, today I need help and let’s not forget the fact that my four year old daughter is saying ” mami, mami,mami” one hundred plus time. It is just one of those days that everything bothers you, is one of those days that you wish you were in a relaxing vacation minus the kids, I am sorry but lets be honest we all have those days.My boyfriend called and I just gave him attitude, oops oh well I really don’t feel bad at all I did that, well maybe a little bit, he asked if I wanted to go to our favorite Asian restaurant since he knows I’ve been stressed this whole day and his working. I honestly want to go, eating food releases stress from me automatically very weird but true I love eating and just enjoying the atmosphere and plus getting out of the house for at least an hour is always good. I deserved it don’t is? well we all deserve a little break from our hectic life right mommies. So we actually went to our favorite restaurant and I ordered my favorite drink which is Thai ice tea, I seriously love this I actually ask for two and then one to go I know! don’t judge. My boyfriend just got a regular ice tea, then for appetizer we decided on spring rolls which let me tell you it was delicious. On to the main course which I got the regular bento dinner box that comes with salmon teriyaki, shumai, seaweed salad and wonton soup…amazing!! . My boyfriend (baby daddy) got pineapple fried rice which is a Thai dish and it was equally delicious. Overall this was a much needed outing for me and I left the restaurant with a smile on my face.